‘The Beheading of St. Paul’ by Simon de Vos (1603-1676).
From his very
first introduction in the Book of Acts to his final penned words recorded in 2
Timothy, the Apostle Paul is a man who, if nothing else, knew the first great
commandment and had it engraved in his heart, namely to “love the Lord your God
with all your heart and with all your soul” (Deut. 13:3, cf. Luke 10:27). Love,
Paul taught, “never faileth,” and as we develop the gift of love (or charity,
as rendered in the King James Bible), we can become more like our Father in
Heaven (1 Cor. 13:8).
Paul's most
famous treatise on love was written to the Corinthian saints in 1 Corinthians.
According to the opening verses of 1 Corinthians 13, love was the most
fundamental and essential characteristic of a Christlike life. Even if you were
to be blessed with spiritual gifts to teach and could speak as an angel or laid
down your life as a martyrs witness, your testimony would be in vain if it was
not done as an act of love (see 1 Cor. 13:1-3). Love led one to be patient,
kind, forgiving, and selfless (1 Cor. 13:4-7). Throughout his ministry, Paul
would exemplify each of these divine attributes of love, even laying down his
life for the Lord.
Paul began his
ministry in Acts, however, not for the newfound Christian church, but
against it. A Pharisee, Paul saw the Christians as heretics blaspheming the
Lord and wanted nothing more than to defend the Lord and His name. In his zeal
and love for God, Paul unknowingly found himself fighting against God, until he
had a revolutionary experience while on the road to Damascus.
What is telling
of Paul’s love for the Lord is not what he had done before he saw Christ in a
glorious vision, but what he said and did during and immediately after that
vision. Having fallen to the ground after hearing the voice of Jesus Christ,
Paul first and foremost asks “what wilt thou have me to do?” (Acts 9:6). I do
not imagine this would have been an easy question for Paul to ask – having just
been informed that his zeal was misplaced and that Jesus was indeed the
promised Messiah, Paul undoubtedly remembered starkly why he was on the road to
Damascus in the first place and what he had done to other Christians. These
acts – including stoning Stephen the deacon (see Acts 7) – were so terrible
that even the Christian church as a whole were worried, even terrified, of
welcoming Paul into the Church (see Acts 9:13, 26). When confronted with the
harsh reality that he had sinned grievously before God while believing he was
working to honor God, Paul only desired what he could do to make it right, if
such an act would even be possible.
Ever since that
moment, Paul had changed his course on life. He sought to repair damaged
relationships, heal others of their ignorance or other infirmities (whether
physical or spiritual), and worked to bring others to a knowledge of their
Father in Heaven. Emulating the life and ministry of Christ to the best of his
ability, Paul ultimately lived Jesus’ counsel to the Apostles in word and in
deed, namely, that “greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his
life for his friends” (John 15:13). Paul left on at least three lengthy
missionary journeys, traveling to the ends of the earth, giving up the comforts
he knew, even to the point of imprisonment and eventual death in Rome. Paul’s
death, like the other early Christian martyrs, showed in essence a reverse of
Christ’s own death – as God so loved the world that He condescended to suffer
death for us, Paul loved God so much that he welcomed a martyr’s death. God, in
essence, had died to save mankind; Paul had died in defense of God.
Paul’s love
extended to both God and his fellow neighbors and converts in the Gospel of
Jesus, showing a desire to follow the second great commandment as well. Having
devoted his life to follow and love the Lord, he grew to love his fellow man
all the greater.
His love for
those he taught can especially be seen in his epistles to the saints in Corinth.
After having written to them in a lengthy rebuke for various challenges that
the Corinthian saints were dealing with, Paul rejoices upon learning that the
Corinthians had corrected their behavior since his last letter. “For out of
much affliction and anguish of heart I wrote unto you with many tears,” Paul
later wrote, “not that ye should be grieved, but that ye might know the love
which I have more abundantly unto you” (2 Cor. 2:4). Having to rebuke people
who he had grown to love had hurt Paul deeply and immensely, perhaps in the
same way that a father aches for a wayward child and will have to lovingly
rebuke them to help them grow. Paul did not rebuke the Corinthians so that they
might know of his detest for their actions, but he wanted them to grow,
improve, and progress, as anyone who loves another person desires for them.
Another moment
of selfless love can be seen near the end of Paul’s life. To Timothy, Paul
wrote that Demas, Crescens, and even the great missionary Titus had abandoned
Paul in his moment of need; he found himself abandoned by virtually all
would-be friends, yet, in a moment of Christlike love and emulation of His
final moments in mortality, Paul prayed “that it may not be laid to their
charge” (2 Tim. 4:10-11, 16, cf. Luke 23:34). It would be easy to become angry
at those who he had trusted to stay with him in his darkest hour and speak
harshly against them, yet Paul chooses instead to hope that the Lord would
forgive those who have wronged him so deeply. Paul constantly found himself
choosing the harder road of love and forgiveness rather than the easier road to
loathing and embitterment.
Through Paul’s life and
ministry a pure testimony of a love for God and for others is seen; he desired to recognize God in all aspects of his life and
learn how to better accept correction from the Lord, even when that was hard. Indeed, he loved the Lord more than he loved himself, and through that love, was able to change the world.
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